Peace Of Mind

Fifth ~ Prayer

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 03:21:52 GMT

[Locked from Anise; Hackable]

Anise.

Anise is here. She came.

I knew she wouldn't leave me all alone for long~ It's not like her at all.

...

But... in a way, I'm... almost sad. That she had to be drawn into a horrible place like this... as much as I wanted her to come. I hope it wasn't my selfish wishes that brought her here.

I guess there's no undoing that now, is there...?

Please, everyone. Give her a warm welcome. I'm sure she's lost here, like I am. ~~Like we all are.~~

Fourth ~ Prayer

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 23:09:05 GMT

Ah... hello again, everyone. If you care to listen, that is; I won't bother you if you aren't interested, since that's your business.

I've made it successfully to Latimir. Though there certainly were an awful lot of monsters on the streets outside, I somehow eluded the majority of them... but please! Don't worry. A few cuts are nothing, and I'm sure they'll heal quickly.

Room 207 is empty, is it not? I'd like to move in there, if it's all right with the caretakers. It's a little dingy, but... it's so much better than living out on the streets. I really don't have the right to complain.

I'd love to meet anyone else who's living in Latimir, though again, I don't want to intrude in any manner. Seeing as there's no way as of now that I can find my way out of this city alive, I want to get settled and help to make it a better place with the small things I can do. The first step is meeting others, right?

... oh! And has anyone seen a small girl with a patchwork doll on her back? She's rather tan, and her hair is in pigtails. I miss her very much.

Third ~ Prayer

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 17:01:19 GMT

Everything's settled down now. I guess what they say about the 'calm after the storm' is true, after all...

If only there was a way out of here. But there are monsters-- monsters everywhere... near the outskirts.

[heavy sigh]

I guess I'd better get used to it. No use in dwelling on what can't be changed...

I... don't want to be a burden, but... is there anywhere I could find food? It feels like it's been an awfully long time since I had anything to eat that I didn't have second thoughts about touching...

That, and I need a place to stay. Living on the streets... I never thought I'd have to, as the Fon Master. But... no one here even knows what Fonons are, let alone the Order of Lorelai... and me.

Any help... would be more than appreciated. I won't ask for much, and I promise to repay any debt.

...

Anise... ~~why did this have to happen?~~

Second ~ Prayer

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 18:58:13 GMT

People are... dying?

This... can't be. I saw the monsters, but even I managed to get away... and I couldn't even use my Artes to protect myself.

But I-- I heard people talking about a little girl... and then there was that video...

This can't be real. It just can't...

Please, all of you, don't... lie to me. This isn't funny... this is... is... aah...

[soft crying]

...

I want to s-stop it... two people are more than enough. Please, w-whoever's doing this... listen. There's no reason to fight...

Aren't we all lost here?

First ~ Prayer

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 04:41:10 GMT

Wh... what is...?!

But I-- n-no! I-- Tear's sickness, and Luke... and the Score. The Seventh Fonstone... Mohs, he...!

Then...

Is this Hell?

[uncertain pause]

Is... anyone out there? There has to be, I... I don't want to be all alone...

This is horrible. This place, everything's ruined... and I hear... screaming? Terrible... agony... and it's everywhere.

...

Someone... please, answer me. What's going on? W... where is this place...? Is this even Auldrant at all?

My friends...

Where has everyone gone?